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Wednesday, December 31, 2008

2008: The Year I Fell In Love

I loved this year.. so much.. after four years of living here in the Philippines I finally found myself again. I went back to the person who I REALLY am. I got to reunite with the people who truly love me and I found friends who accept me for who I am. This year, I felt like i've grown so much.. metality-wise. Haha. I was reading some blogs I posted last year and omg.. I was so immature. So much profanity. Lol. But yeah, this year has taught me a lot about myself and about life. Not gonna get into much detail tho. I just wanna say that I love my family, my bestfriends and i love the nightingales =)

2008: In The Beginning
Where did you bring in the New Year? --at home.

Who were you with? --mi familia =)

Did you kiss anyone at midnight? --nope.

Did you make any resolutions? --yup, i even wrote them down on this xanga. haha.

2008: Your Love Life
Did you break up with anyone? --yupp.

Did you get anything for Valentine's day? --yeah.. oh gosh.. hahaha.

Did you meet anyone special?: --yeah =)

Did you fall in love?: --hmmm.. =)

2008: Friends and Enemies
Did you meet any new friends this year? --The Nightingales♥

Did any of your friendships end? --i guess you can say that..

Did you dislike anyone? --no?

Did you make any new enemies? --nope.

Did you resolve any fights? --i dont think i got into any fights.

Who was your closest friend? --andrea michelle galang, kimberly ann mejia &the nightingales♥

Who did you grow apart from? --the nosebleeds.. haha.. i miss you guys =(

Do you have any regrets when it comes to your friendships? --nope, everything happened for a reason.

2008: Your BIRTHDAY!!!
Did you have a cake? --I had two =)

What did you do for your birthday? --Went to schoolio. Spent time with Nicolo, Tin, William, my classmates, and mi familia.

Did you get any presents? --Yeaaah, the most i've gotten since i've been here =)

If so what was the best thing you got?: --secret.. hehe.

2008: All about YOU
Did you change at all this year? --SO MUCH....

Did you dye your hair?: --yepp

Did you get your hair cut? --yeah

Did you change your style? --got it layered.. but i still tie it halfup/halfdown. hahaha.

Were you in school? --Yeah, except for summer break.

Did you get good grades? --the beggining of the year was eckkkk.. the second half of the year was alright =)

Did you have a job? --nope. i was suppossed to get a job at jamba juice tho.

Did you drive? --ONCE. at the back of AMC after we watched Forgetting Sarah Marshall. Hahahaha.

Did you own a car? --No.. i was suppossed to tho.. haha.

Did anyone close to you give birth? --Nope

Did you move at all? --No..

Did you go on any vacations? --Yeaaah.. Hundred Islands &San Deezy baby B)

Did you leave the country at all? --Yupp

Would you change anything about yourself now? --Nope =)


2008: Wrap Up.
Was 2008 a good year? --it was THE BEST♥

Did 2008 bring any new insights? --so many..

Do you think 2009 will top 2008? --i know it will =)

If you could relive any moment which would you choose?
october 28, 2008.. 4AM december 31, 2008.. 12:30AM =)


Saturday, July 19, 2008

The Art of Contentment

For most of us, being single will be more of a phase than a final destination. This is the best place to practice the art of contentment. Someday, I'm sure most of us will fall in love and get married. But the thing is, love will always be tested.

Someone more handsome, beautiful, more charming, richer, funnier, sweeter would come along. If you have not practiced the art of contentment as a single person, chances are you would be tempted to want that and not cherish your chosen one. Practicing the Art of Contentment as a single person means that you take what life gives you, good or bad, and you're willing to see it through. It means you don't walk away everytime things get tough, because it builds in you patience, perseverance, understanding and a hundred different virtues that people in a hurry will never have to cherish.

Being single means you would find how it feels to be alone thus, allowing you to cherish every moment you spend with your chosen one. The art of contentment means you wouldn't mind if life had to make you wait for so long to find the love of your life, because you know that the waiting would only make the finding the love of your life much sweeter.

Being single is a time of your life when you can get to know yourself better. You can pursue different interest and passions without having to ask another person's approval. It is a phase when you can keep focus on other things, discover your potentials and talents, and see yourself become more of the person you expect to be.

Allow yourself to surprise you. Stop wasting precious energy trying to figure out why you're still romantically unattached. It's all in the mind. Take the time to go see your friends, spend time with your family, do charity work and you will realize that you are not, and never for one moment, was alone.

Try to get to know yourself first before you try to get to know other people. To be truly loved, means to be known and accepted for who you are. How do you expect other people to know you and to love you, when you don't know who and what you really are? Sometimes the dilemmas we face are not between what is absolutely bad and absolutely good. Sometimes, it's between what is good and best.

Treat this stage of your life as a phase to evaluate who is good for you and who is best for you. Sometimes, you won't hear music, or feel magic to know who's best for you. The heart just knows and it doesn't need any romantically charged scenario to decide on the matter. Trust in your heart, and trust that time will eventually lead you to, not to the perfect partner, but to the most suitable partner for you. Being single is a phase of life that we need to be thankful for, because being single means our hearts have yet to choose the best one for us.

Take your time, the world will wait. Being married doesn't guarantee that it will make your life happy. It doesn't guarantee anything at all. Sometimes, it only brings two miserable people together only to make their life even more miserable. Without the right intention, the emotional maturity, financial security and of course, unwavering love, you're better off unattached.

Living Life. Don't put your life on hold for Mr. and Mrs. Right, but don't let it waste away with Mr. or Mrs. Wrong. Life is about things that you do and happen to you everyday. It's not about the things that could have happened but never did, or things that you think would happen in the future. Live life now. Live it to the fullest and stop beating yourself up, trying to be perfect on a Saturday night date. Allow life to surprise you with it's most wonderful blessings." --My thoughts exactly. But he makes it sound so much more beautiful. Thanks Mr. Nicklepickle! http://www.xanga.com/MRNICKLEPICKLE =)


Friday, May 30, 2008

SANDEEZY`08

APRIL16: arrived in san diego around 12:30AM dreas daddy picked me up. got home and woke up andrea to surprise her but she already knew because the frikken mejia's! hahaha. stayed up the rest of the night with andrea talking and catching up with Andrea til around 5AM. woke up at 10 and waited for andrea to get home. don, cye and rose came and stayed for like fifteen minutes. other random stuff.
APRIL17: woke up at 6ish. talked to thee boyfriend. talks &breakfast with auntie mayette. andrea and jenny called and i just stayed upstairs looking through andreas stuff for don and cyes letters. andrea and jenny got home. ate hotpockets, pillows and marzipan. went upstairs and talked and chose clothes for sheryls debut. went downstairs and played guitar hero. don called and said he was visiting. he came with cye and alan. they stayed for awhile and we talked about random stuff.
APRIL 18: woke up at four but stayed in bed and waited for andrea to wake up. went downstairs and packed the boxes that i was suppossed to mail to the relatives who live in other states. ate a hot pocket with marco. waited to get picked up so i went online and talked to the boyfriend. our ride came so we took the boys to school and maled the packages. went to the bank, ate breakfast at ihop and got movies at blockbuster. i waited for drea to get home and ended up going to sleep. she brutally woke me up and we got ready to go to the village or whatever its called. bought stuff at target then ended up walking all the way to rubios to meet up with tim and them. hahahah!! decided not to get rubios and just get some starbucks. went to walmart to buy more stuff and saw jet and his friend. hung around with them for a while then we left.
APRIL 19: woke up at ten? just got ready for sheryls. painted our nails and what not. i couldnt decide what i wanted to wear. changed like a million times and pinned a million things. went to sheryls. saw people i missed. took a billion pictures. hung out with drea, jenny, kat, alan and don most of the time. and saw "his friend" again. hahaha. i love it!
APRIL 20: auntie mayette woke us up. dropped the boys off to ccd. went to excahnge and bought stuff. saw aj and his mom. picked the boys up. went to church at st. michaels. ate at hometown buffet. went to target. was suppossed to hang out with jerrica but we didnt. so we went home. did random stuff.
APRIL 21: woke up hekka early. AGAIN. freakn andrea and her alarm clock. talked to kim on the webcam. waited for drea, don and cye to pick me up. so yea, they finally come! and we get jamba and cruchy rolls. then we head downtown. andrea had to go home so we dropped her off first. then we went to otay mall. we went to see forbidden. it was alright. went home. i missed those two boys<3
APRIL 22: waited for andrea to get home again! but i woke up late this day so i was ok. she called me and i stayed on the phone with her til she came home but nick ended up calling. so i talked to him for a while. we had talks and ate oatmeal creme pies. my favorite! and talked again. then dominiq called and told drea that he was at uriahs house. so drea asked auntie mayette and we got ready. we walked to uriahs and held his dog. its so cute and small! and i met dominiq. then me and andrea went to the park and took pictures. yay!
APRIL23: waited for andrea again! hahaha. met ramil. went on the computer. made emo profiles. made videos to waterfalls. went upstairs took a nap again?! wow. thats it (:
APRIL24: Dropped off uncle michaels package again. Then got some crunchy rolls! Yummm. Then Plaza Bonita for a million years to do some shopping. And seriously, im beggining to get tired of shopping all the time. Then went home.
APRIL25: Shopping! Again?! With Auntie Mayette.
APRIL27: SEAWORLD! WEEE.
APRIL28: And as usual. Shopping with Auntie Mayette again.
APRIL29: &Just like every morning I woke up to Andrea's annoying fucking alarm clock. Freakn andrea! Hahahaha. But i love her so i put up with it. But yea, went back to sleep and andrea woke me up even though i told her the night before that she had to wake me up when she's leaving. Dumbie! Seriously. Hahahaha. So I wake up again thirty minutes later and get ready to go to Sharp with Auntie Mayette for her Skills Fair. The hospital ordered Pat&Oscars. Discovered that VEGETABLE PIZZA IS OFFICIALLY MY FAVORITE. Haha! After lunch we left to go to lenscrafters at Plaza Bonita. I went around to get some clothes while Auntie Mayette set an appoinment for her, drea and marco. We left and picked up marco and drea then went back to Plaza. Saw Josh Eustacio!!! Omg, crazy stuff! Went around to shop again while they were at lenscrafters. Marco was being a goodoy so i bought him and me bananaberry smoothies from Jamba and they gave us original when i ordred sixteen! YAY. Went home. Cooked Lasagna, cleaned and did random stuff. Drea and I got ready to go to sleep but instead we had deep talks about our problems and stuff. Most of the time we're laughing and not being serious but this converstaion really made me think. Andrea knows me so well. Its scary kinda.
APRIL30: Woke up early to chat with Kim online.  And then went to Plaza Bonita again to get Andrea and Marcos glasses. Sbarro, Subway and Yogurberry. WAAAAAAAAAH. Fatasses!
MAY1: I forgot. Hahaha.
MAY2: Eastlake Titan for a day! Hahahaha. Full menu. I went to first and second period with andrea.Coopman & Mrs. V's. Met a lotta andreas friends. And then there was a pepassembly. Then i went to thrd and fourth with Jenny. And fifth with Jenny and Andrea. And Jessie was in that class! I missed him so much!! And then sixth. Yaaayyy!
MAY3: Movie Day with Andrea. Garden State. The Break Up. Then Church. And then A Lot Like Love.
MAY4: Nothing again? Just watched She's The Man with Andrea.
MAY5: Plaza Bonita again?!?! HAHA. Waited for auntie mayette to do her fitting and stuff so just walked around with marco. We got Sbarro and went back to see if Auntie Mayette was finished but she wasnt.
MAY6: Woke up. Went to Walgreens, Costco and Albertsons with Auntie Mayette.
MAY7: ALICIA KEYS AS I AM TOUR @the SDSP! WOOOOOOHOOOO!
MAY8: Commissary, Exchange, Costco with Ate Nelyn. Picked up Andrea then went to 32nd street to buy Auntie Mayette's glasses. Andrea drove us home.
MAY9: Made macaronni. Ate WAYYY TOO MUCH. Damnit!! Hahaha. Drea's friend came over to get some honey. Ate again and again. Yucccckk. Folded clothes. Andrea slept. Folded and folded and folded.
MAY10: Woke up beautifully. Watched tv. Watched In Her Shoes. Went to church. Got home. Went to Otay Mall to Shop around then watched Baby Mama at AMC.
MAY11: Mothers Day. Went to Auntie Lisa's house. San Ysidro Mall or Los Americas Outlet then back to Auntie's house and back home.
MAY12: NOTHINGGGG. haha! went online did laundry and stuff. picked up andrea from school. went to sleep then woke up to watch gossip girl! and slept again.
MAY13: NOTHING AGAIN. hahahaha. waited for andrea to get home. ate stuff. cooked macaroni. john came over. damn, i love that little boy! bored outta my mind while andrea was on the computer. basically did nothing again except for random stuff at the house.
MAY14: Probably nothing? I fergot. Haha.
MAY15: Movies! Went to the New AMC at Plaza but watched old movies. Saw Jasper and some of the Seniors from SUHI. And saw alotta familiar faces.
MAY16: I was home alone! And freakn paranoid. I cleaned the house and made brownies. Jenny came over with Andrea after school and we ate some of the brownies. Yummmm. Decided to go swimming so we got ready then we went to Jenny's house to get her stuff. Then we went to the pool. Jenny lost her pool key.. sucks man. But the security guard let us in. Went swimming and I fucking hit my lip at the bottom of the pool cause I was closing my eyes while swimming like a mermaid.. hahahahahaha. Went home and hung out with Drea as usual.
MAY17: Andrea woke me up to tell me that Kim messaged me back and as I was reading it Kim popped up in my face and said Hi. Hahahaa. These biitches are like the only people in the worl dwho ever surprise me when things! I love them! Hahaha, so I was freakn happy and talked to Kim and Andrea about stuff. Just catching up. Then went to Marco's Fun Run Marathon thing for school. Ran with Kim and Drea. Waited for the raffle. Watched the dogs playing in the park. Hahahahah. Went to Costco then Target. Freakn exhausted us. Watched Juno. Pulled an almost-all nighter doing the most random shit ever.
MAY18: SEAWORLD with my favorite people ever! Kim, Drea, Tim and Marco. Nothing new at Seaworld, basicly. But I still had fun nonetheless. I love you guys! Kim left ;(
MAY19: Costco with Auntie Mayette. Back home. Picked up Andrea. Got dropped off to Wal*Mart. Walked to Vons. Then walked to Kohls.
MAY20: Spent the whole day in The O.C. with Andrea. Hahahahahaha.
MAY21: Second day in The O.C. with drea.
MAY22: Nothing?
MAY23: Shopping at Parkway Plaza
MAY24: Andrea's Party
MAY25: Andreas Birthday
MAY26: Fashion Valley
MAY27: Went to buy stuff for Nursing School. McDonalds. Vons! Went the The O.C. again with Andrea. Hahahaha. Hung out with Jerrica and Sean. Ate at Taco Bell then watched Forgetting Sarah Marshall at AMC at the Promenade. Jerrica and Sean let me drive around the parking lot after the movie and we found out that FSM was also showing at the Base but FOR FREE -___-
MAY28: Andrea &I went to The O.C. together for the last time =( Out with Ate Renee and Ate Kay. Otay Mall again. Saw Aubrey.
MAY29: The Strangers! @Otay Mall once again. Random shopping with Andreamiche. Rush, rush, rush. Last night in San Diego. Scared ourselves. Hahahaha.
MAY30: Left to go back to the Philippines..


Tuesday, May 06, 2008

GET YOUR GROWN WOMAN ON, LADIES !

Girls want to control the man in their life.
Grown women know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controlling.


Girls check you for not calling them.
Grown women are too busy to realize you hadn't.

Girls are afraid to be alone.
Grown women revel in it using it as a time for personal growth.

Girls ignore the good guys.
Grown women ignore the bad guys.

Girls make you come home.
Grown women make you want to come home.

Girls leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans.
Grown women make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits.

Girls worry about not being pretty and/or good enough for their man.
Grown women know that they are pretty and/or good enough for any man.

Girls try to monopolize all their man's time (i.e., don't want him hanging with his friends).
Grown women realize that a lil' bit of space makes the 'together time' even more special-and goes to kick it with her own friends.

Girls think a guy crying is weak.
Grown women offer their shoulder and a tissue.

Girls want to be spoiled and 'tell' their man so.
Grown women 'show' him and make him comfortable enough to reciprocate without fear of losing his 'manhood'.

Girls get hurt by one man and make all men pay for it.
Grown women know that was just one man.


Girls fall in love and chase aimlessly after the object of their affection, ignoring all 'signs'.
Grown women know that sometimes the one you love, don't always love you back-and move on, without bitterness.


Girls will read this and get an attitude.
Grown women will read this and pass it on to other Grown women and their male friends


Wednesday, January 23, 2008

My Birthday!<3

I just feel so loved right now &im loving it! More updates later =]



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